About the Authors

Jesus and I Go Way Back, Since Young-Hearted!

Jennifer Smith, I am, the authentic writer of The Inspirational Collections. Shareka Smith, my daughter, is the co-author.

Vigoroulsly, since January 2007, my daughter and I, have been tenaciously a mother-daughter authorship, as part of God's workmanship, to build God's Kingdom.

Moreover, my daughter and I, are harmoniously doing the Lord's work, in accord, with uplifting, positive energy. This mother-daughter authorship, is joyously, passionate about participating, in doing the good works of the Lord. Wholeheartedly, we are most privileged and most honored, that the Lord called my daughter and I, to accomplish his good works. We love Jesus, because he first loved us.


Thank you God, for life. God, you brought us through the storm and the rain. This mother-daughter team band together daily, on our Jesus-journey. Oh yes... my daughter and I will continue to be steadfast, to step out on faith, listening to God, and standing solely on His Word, in directing our paths, with The Inspirational Collections.


My daughter, Shareka and myself, will never take credit for The Inspirational Collections. It is God who has directed our writing journey, path, from the very beginning. I give God the honor and the glory.


God is the Master of all Masters. He is the Taskmaster of all Taskmasters. God is the Overseer of all Overseers.


Jennifer, I am, the type of person before I open up to you, I need to get to know you and you need to get to know me. Wholeheartedly, fellowshipping is what I am about. You do not know me through my inspiring writings, you must get to know me, up close and in person, then you will meet the real Jennifer.


When you are a part of God's Staffers, sensitivity and timid, is out the window.


Jennifer, I am not a "pastor" and I am not a "minister". I am an inspiring author, as a part of God's womanship. The Inspirational Collections of books comes with a purpose, to build the "Lord's house," for a Godsend Senior Pastor.


As you maneuver throughout The Inspirational Collections website, please be a listening ear to what my daughter and I, are wholeheartedly speaking about. We are speaking about Jesus, the Son of God. We are speaking about God the Father, in heaven, who gave His only Son for the sinners of the world. We are speaking about Jesus, God’s Son who went to the cross, on Calvary for all mankind. We are speaking about Jesus who they made carry His own cross, put that thorny crown on His head, whipped Him, nailed Him to the cross and pierced His side. We are speaking about Jesus, the lamb, whose blood was shed on Calvary.


This is what The Inspirational Collections of books are about. Jesus, the Son of God. God the Father, who sits on the throne in heaven. In each book from The Inspirational Collections, I have written diligently, about daily life, the sins of daily life. The sins of the world. The real-times that we are living in, and the everlasting real-world issues, because we were born into sin.


Within each of The Inspirational Collections of composed fictional books, I have created scenarios of fictional Christian families going through the trials and tribulations of the sins that exists in the real-world, the real times that we are living in. In each book, I have highlighted how each family triumphs over the sins of the world, that are likely to touch every family in the real times, that we are living in. Perhaps even your family has been touched already by the sins, that are displayed in each book, as I have. If not, keep living on earth, you will be touched by the sins of the world. Why? Because we were born into sin. Sin is all around us. Sin is amongst us daily, wearing different faces, wearing different hats, every day, all day long, seven days a week.


Each of my memoirs are set aside separately, from The Inspirational Collections fictional books. Each of my memoirs are non-fictional books. 


The heart of the main message for The Inspirational Collections is simple, everyone is fighting a personal war. Stop blaming others for your own inadequacies. Every day is a brand-new day, therefore, why not adopt a changed-heart with God, "Every day I am ready to win my personal war, because I know I can triumph over Second Timothy Chapter 3!" Good God, oh no, please! Don't take our word at face value, pick up the Holy Bible, and read for yourselves.


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The Inspirational Collections Released Books

1. Pastor Jerome Cutler: Family Livelihood

2. Pastor Jerome Cutler: Life Changing-The Sequel

3. Pastor Jerome Cutler: The Clock Keeps Ticking-The Final Chapter


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 God's Got This, Steering The Wheel of The Inspirational Collections of ​Books

Count it Victory!  I have been through the "trenches" of warfare. All these years I have never "threw in the towel on God." I never gave up on "Hope and Faith," I remained steadfastly; unbreakable on God's course. All the suffering and trials that I have endured, God gave me deliverance. I am still here in my diligent stance standing on God's Word.


God reign on all His children.


Saddle up... listen up! Below is just a few of what I am speaking about in this crafty and unique "Matrimony Memoir," a memoir "like no other."


1. Infidelity

2. Domestic Violence

3. The Boot-Hill People From The Past


Good God Almighty, this creativity memoir is not written from a research angle, it is strictly written from "real-life", my journey, life experiences, and the wisdom that I have acquired on my journey, in the wilderness, that is.


I do not research or do any leg work for the writing of The Inspirational Collections of books. My writing comes from within. When I say from within, I write from my wisdom, knowledge, and life experiences. For each, fictional book storyline, I used my imagination, to add a creative, flavorful touch, as I write. I like that, because I can write each storyline, which allows me to utilize my imagination and creativity.


Within each of The Inspirational Collections of composed fictional books, I have created scenarios of fictional Christian families going through the trials and tribulations of the sins that exists in the real-world, the real times that we are living in. In each book, I have highlighted how each family triumphs over the sins of the world, that are likely to touch every family in the real times, that we are living in. Perhaps even your family has been touched already by the sins, that are displayed in each book, as I have. If not, keep living on earth, you will be touched by the sins of the world. Why? Because we were born into sin. Sin is all around us. Sin is amongst us daily, wearing different faces, wearing different hats, every day, all day long, seven days a week.


An Inspirational Message from Jennifer

“Life is Not an Illusion”


“Jennifer, A Young-Hearted Bride: A Memoir-Volume One,” is not an embellished memoir written from a fairly-tale angel for you to temporally feel a spark of joy. That is a fairy-tale illusion. Life is not an illsion. Each of my memoirs are written in truth of what I experienced on my journey in this old, shattered world.


Each of my memoirs does not give a false illusion that evil does not live amongst us, that evil is not in the world, that evil is not all around us. To have the mindset that evil does not exist in the real-world is an illusion. Life is not an illusion. Each of my memoirs and each fictional spinoff book from my life story are not cute fairy-tale storylines that fit neatly in a box with a beautiful red bow on it. The Inspirational Collections of books portrays the real times that we are living in not an illusion world whereas everything is sweet. The Inspirational Collections of books portrays the real-world that we are living in.


When you live in an illusion you are the perfect victim to be preyed upon. You are the perfect victim for a tragedy. You are the perfect victim to be taken advantage of. When you live an illusionary life, you are not strong in your faith, you are not strong in your Christian walk with Jesus. When you let your light shine in God’s righteousness, you contribute to overshadowing the evil in the world.


Life is not an illusion. A fairy-tale prayer with carefully chosen, elaborate words is not going to help you. A truthful authentic prayer to God will help you. God wants a relationship with you. God wants to hear your voice. When God knows your voice, that is when you have a relationship with Him. It is good to pray for yourself in your own words, using your own voice.


When you stop and look back over your life, it is not a fairy-tale that God brought you out of. You never could have made it out of what you endured in the wilderness without Jesus! A fairy- tale story did not bring you over Jesus brought you over.


When you paint a false illusion of the world through your writings you are not helping anyone. When you paint the true portraits in your writings that is when there is hope that you will touch someone’s life or some people’s lives, turning it around in assisting them on the righteous path.


Jesus on that “old rugged cross” was not an illusion. Daniel in the Lion’s Den was not an illusion. When the three Hebrew men were thrown into The Fiery Furnace, by Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, that was not an illusion. When God put Jonah in the bottom of the belly of that great fish that was not an illusion. God used Moses, gave him special powers, to demand freedom for His people and to lead them out of slavery in Egypt into The Promised Land. Great us our God!


Oh no, without a shadow of a doubt, no boredom is going on in my memoirs and The Inspirational Collections of spinoff books from my life story. I do not write boring books. The gripping plots in each of The Inspirational Collections of books entails the real-world, the real times that we are living in. Mainly my books are not boring because I lived a drama-filled life, which makes The Inspirational Collections of fictional spinoff books from my life story exceptional inspirational books, as well as my memoirs.


The Inspirational Collections of books are anchored in Jesus! This mother-daughter team has no intention of turning this ship around, throwing in the towel on God. We never wavered from God's course. We are moving steadily forward across the ocean, making pit-stops, picking up new passengers along the way; inviting them onboard with this mother-daughter team, to build God's kingdom.

No matter how rough the tides get, my daughter and I, are staying on God's course. We don't know about you all, but we know can't nobody do you like Jesus!


A Word to Our Passengers


Our website is solely designed to be informative about The Inspirational Collections of books, giving you a background feel for our book. Please cruise through our website to familiarize yourselves with our Inspirational books.


Our newest happenings is my upcoming three memoirs. You do want to keep your eyes peeled for these once-in-a-lifetime memoirs. These memoirs are unique, crafty and written with creativity, that will maintain your attention from the beginning to the end. Below is a short briefing for each memoir.


Jennifer, A Young Hearted Bride: A Memoir-Volume One (This memoir opens the door giving an up- close look at me, Jennifer; and a look into when I started my underground writing journey, the New Year, January 2007. Also, you will meet some of my character crew members).


I am a go-getter type of person, who believes in getting the job done, for the Lord. When writing I have the mind-set, if I am not going to put forth my best effort, in writing for the Lord, move out the way and let someone else do it. Anything less is unacceptable. Having said that, because The Inspirational Collections of books are fictional spinoff books from my life story, therefore the writings of these books are personable to me. My daughter and I, take, The Inspirational Collections of books seriously. Moreover, the books are practical and relatable, written from a real-world angle. I take my time earnestly writing each book, to be pleasing in the Lord’s eyes.


When I shared with my daughter, the coauthor, that God placed The Inspirational Collections of fictional books on my heart, she said to me, "Another boring Christian book. Christian books are boring, Mother.”


I assure you my daughter was singing a different tune when she read Pastor Jerome Cutler Family Livelihood. Each new book that I began to write she is anxious to read them. A few books, she put me on a time clock, just so she can read them. I often tease her about her boring Christian books statement. And she tells me each time. “Mother, I take that back, your books are far from boring.”


I thank God for bringing my daughter and I together, as a mother-daughter authorship. Within my spirit, not only do I encourage mother, but I would like to see more mothers and daughters working together.


The Rejected Heart of God's Word

Let's Breeze into The Rejected Heart of God's Word


Leslie Harrington the main character is a riot, with an unforgiving heart. She is an emotional-touchingly character that will probably leave you shock at the end of the story. Leslie’s current state of mind is angry and bitter, a whole lot of attitude and she is extremely angry about her past. Which has led to her double edge sword tongue, when she is blabbing about she is an atheist. Throughout the book Leslie goes through a life-changing transformation. At the end of the story will she be that same person who she was at the beginning of the story?

If you doubt God, and refused to believe in God’s existence, this book is for you, as well as those who are not walking with Jesus. This book is for the entire world to read. A book that is short, and yet, so powerful. The Inspirational Collections of books are for everyone, no matter who you are and what nationality you are.


Something to think about: Will Leslie Harrington grow tired of hanging out with Satan and her atheist rubbishly talk? When you are tired of hanging out with Satan stealing time from you, you can come hangout with Jesus.


Astonishing this book is short and sweet but compelling. This dramatic book speaks volumes about the main character’s issues. Which hopefully will persuade you to receive the message of the story. This page-turning suspenseful book is a good read.


Shareka, the coauthor is the first reader of The Inspirational Collections of The Rejected Heart of God’s Word. She was heart touched by the book and inspired. She fell in love with the story because of the aspects of love and forgiveness. She said to me after she read the manuscript, “Job well-done, Mother! I enjoyed reading it. It was uplifting.”


This Book Pricing


1. Paperback: $14.00

2. Kindle (ebook) $8.00


A Tailored Sermon for “The Rejected Heart of God’s Word”


“God Trying to Tell you Something is a Myth!”


February 25, 2020


Holy Spirit I feel Your presence manifested in my writings. Holy Spirit I feel Your presence when I’m at my desk writing. It’s all because of Your Glory Lord. God of Glory I am in this place where I am today, because of your deliverance. Almighty God! Reign on the world God, for we need You, Father, in this old broken world. God should not be taken lightly nor for granted. It is merciless to question God’s existence. It is merciless to abandon God, the truth and the light, for the world, for the way of the world, for the “Pagan Lifestyle.” It is merciless to question God’s Word and misquoted His Word, adding falsehood to contaminate His Word. It is merciful to read the Holy Bible for yourself, instead of taking people’s words at face value. Colossians 2:8 reads, “See to it that no one takes you captive through hollow and deceptive philosophy, which depends on human tradition and the basic principles of the world rather than on Christ.” It is merciless to label God as a myth. God’s Word should not be argued over, there is nothing to argue over. God’s Word is perpetually. “God is God, the Creator of the Universe, the Creator of all Mankind.”


It is merciful to remain on God’s pathway, where God has kept you, protected you, and provided all your needs. You have a friend in Christ Jesus. Satan, your adversary, your opponent, your biggest contender; is not your friend, he is nasty. There is nothing clean nor kosher about the beast; he is always up to something nasty and distasteful! Satan is so nasty; he will disavow you and use you for his entertainment; he lets the wolves out to have their way with you and he sits back enjoying the show. Death will come to all mankind, but on Satan’s pathway death will come quicker. Satan is forever the same devil who feeds off your fears and weaknesses, that makes him “effective in his leadership” of his destructive dark army, in capturing your soul in his web of temptations and in his web of untruthfulness. When you have abandoned God, you have gone astray and shifted gears on Satan’s pathway to bunk with him, he will put his claws deep into you and that rattlesnake will bite you hard! You have stepped in a firestorm when you shifted gears on Satan’s pathway. It’s not that simple for you to think that you can shift gears on Satan’s pathway, and it did not affect your family; your whole family is affected. Satan is bad news from straight out of “hell,” The Book of Revelation. There is no bargaining and negotiating with Satan, pleading and begging with him to take you and not your family, he is going to take you and your whole family. You are in no position to make demands, bargain, and negotiate with Satan. There are always consequences to your actions, and there is always a backlash to your actions, always let the consequences do the talking; you are not the only one who suffers, the whole family suffers. Satan will not minimize the damage in your life; he will continuously come at you causing tremendous damage to you and your family. He will tear your life apart, leaving you destitute and indigent, on bended knees pouring your heart out to God who is your only hope of defensiveness against Satan, to deliver you, and your family.


God is God, meaning, He does not need to “try” to do anything. God’s existence is not a myth, meaning, God does not need to extend Himself to you nor ask you when you are available to serve Him. He just does it! “God Trying to Tell you Something is a Myth,” because God is God, He tells you what He wants you to know through His channels. Why would God “try” to tell you something when He is God, the Creator of the Universe? It is recorded in the Holy Bible, in the books of Romans 1:22-23, NIV, “Although they claimed to be wise, they became fools and exchanged the glory of the immortal God for images made to look like mortal man and birds and animals’ reptiles.”


God is God, He does whatever He wants without permission. He does not need permission because He is God. Great is our God. If God wants you to know something, He tells you. It is your decision; to accept or reject what He has told you. If you reject what God has told you to do, then don’t say God tried to tell you something, but you did not understand it, just tell the truth and say you rejected what God told you. Go on and tell why you rejected what God has told you do, which probably is you are not ready to fully commit to God, to accept conversion because you are enjoying the contamination of the world and that God’s way of living is boredom. Did I get it “Correct?” Of course I got it correct, regardless if you admit it or not.


Sovereignty! You only have two options people: Heaven! or Hell! Which is it going to be for you as an individual, heaven or hell? I do not write fairy tale sermons to appease illusionists’ appetites. God has brought me this far, standing on His Word. Only God know my journey, He know what I have been through and endured. God has never let me down. Every which way I have turned God was always there keeping me. It’s too late for me to turn back now. I’m in too deep with God. I couldn’t turn back even if I wanted to.


Well, well, will you look at this, you are jubilant and geared up quickly for pleasure-time with your men’s day out at the Miami Dolphin’s game and the other events that you meet up for. But! You are not as jubilant to do the Lord’s work, going the extra mile to work earnestly, diligently, and “feverishly” for the Lord. My belief is you are a “Counterfeit Christian” when you complain about working for God, feverishly. “God Trying to Tell you Something is a Myth,” you understood when you were informed, that the church needed your and others help after church service. It was loud and clear what was asked of you in advance. Instead, you complained being tired from the game yesterday. You complain about you needing to get home to rest, you are mentally drained, and you are not putting in the overtime for God today. But! You put in the extra time for the “Tailgate Party,” and hung out after the game. Nope! They are not going to do it! There are Christians who are not going to go the distance for God. They will put every complaint on the forefront, not to go the extra mile for God. Not me! I will continue to work “feverishly” for the Lord, going the extra mile. Some have complained, “I left that church every time I turned around, they were always asking me to volunteer my time, as if I don’t have a life outside the church.” It is not a “myth” when Jesus went the extra mile on Calvary for sinners, without complaining. Jesus knew His destination was to that “old rugged cross,” to do His Father’s will. When you are committed to the Lord, you are obedient in getting the job done. When you are committed to God, the complaints are out the window. When God calls me to work in the midnight hours, I have nothing to complain about.


Just hush with the dripping tears, you knew better when you made that cohabitating decision. “God’s Trying to Tell you Something is a Myth,” when you knew exactly what your mama was telling you, when she told you not to cohabitate with him. You understood when your mama told you he will string you along, moonlighting, with his sidekick pleasure and when he gets tired of you, he will dump you for his sidekick pleasure or someone new. Either way he’s dumping you. The dripping of the tears are way too late; you cannot retrieve those cohabitating years. You allowed this man to use you, while he was seeing her on the side. Now you are a mess because she is wearing the engagement ring that belongs to you. Well! You ruined the chance of him putting the ring on your finger, when you made the decision to cohabitate with him. He does not want to marry you, because you know how he is and he knows you will get in his face with the past, going rounds with him, rapid about your feeling, with the same old broke story, that he cheated on you, which leads to you becoming a nag, and perhaps escalate into an argument. A man does not like to be nagged. You don’t want to admit what hurts the most is cohabitating stole years of your life and you are not young hearted anymore. This is what happens when you do it your way and not God’s way. This is the way the ball bounces in the real-world. 2 Timothy 1:14, NIV reads, “Guard the good deposit that was entrusted to you-guard it with the help of the Holy Spirit who lives in us.” When people reject the truth, they tend to use you as a dumping ground to explain their sinfully behavior away. They must admit the truth that they must take their unvarnished cohabitating opinions up with God. God is God, meaning there are people who exist in the world from all walks of life, who will go rounds with God about what is and what is not written in the Holy Bible, especially on residing together in cohabitating. It’s good to read the Holy Bible for yourself, starting with the book of “Genesis.” Amen! This paragraph leads into a mighty “cohabitating” sermon in my first memoir.


Now that God has delivered you out the storm, He is no longer on the forefront, you have put Him on the back burner. You have forgotten that God kept you while you were in the storm. “God’s Trying to Tell you Something is a Myth,” you clearly know of and understood God’s commandments. Not only do you know of God’s commandments, from you heard pastors preached God’s commandments over the course of the years, but you have read them in the Holy Bible. Unfortunately, you pretended not to have comprehended, when pastors preached that you cannot party with God and Satan, simultaneously. Therefore, you willingly chose Satan over faith, by pretending there is nothing wrong with you partying on Satan’s turf, hanging out with your unequally yoke childhood friends from the past, who are on a different path than you. You know, that is the life that does not represent the Lord. God’s path and Satan’s path are two very different paths. Every Christian must be able to differentiate the two. You know you have no business partying with Satan and hanging out with your past, and then when you find yourself in another storm you run to God. Let the truth be told, you brought this storm on yourself by brazenly hanging off a married man’s shoulder, bubbly, so excited and engaged in things you had no business engaged in, when your husband drove up, and saw you, it became a bona fide street-brawler, involving, your husband and him. Now your husband is off to jail for assault. All this could have been avoided if your childhood friend crushing on your husband had not snitched you out, by calling your husband and sent him a picture of your involvement, because she wanted him. All this could have been avoided if you stayed home with your family, instead of going out on Satan’s turf. Not only that but Satan set you up, with you forgetting, that we are living in the digital age where eyes are everywhere. You were so caught up in your own sin until you overlooked the obvious question, “Why does your friend have your husband’s number stored in her electronic Rolodex? This is what happens when you play around with Satan, he will bring your life from the highest to the lowest.


“God Trying to Tell you Something is a Myth,” it’s your prerogative to listen to God or not, when He tells you to do something. Don’t say you don’t have the knowledge to interpret what God was trying to tell you, just tell the truth that you are not in the place in your life whereas you are ready to buckle down and fully commit to the Lord. In other words, you are telling God, “I am not ready, for all that accountability and responsibility; surrender to Jesus. You rather take the backseat in the Lord’s house and be served, by committed saints. Did I get that correct? Oh yes! I got it correct. Let the truth be told you are a counterfeit Christian, when the “Shepherd of the Lord’s house stressing to continuously preaching on you to serve the Lord.


The redeemer of the Lord, you must change gears and get correct with God, He wants you to live a righteous life. You must change gears and get correct with God, “The Clock Keeps Ticking,” we are living in the last days. God knows, if you are walking in the light as a true Christian or a counterfeit Christian. God knows, if you are a true solider fighting for Him. If you knew what I know and what I have gone through, you wouldn’t “take any chances living in the world without Jesus.” The Lord in your life is a necessity, you just never know when evil is going to surface in your life. Because of sin we are always vulnerable to being violated by evil.


Well, I guess we won’t go there is out the door, because we are already there, in the mixed of it, which is, there are Christians who are settled down comfortably not giving God the praises, meaning they are quiet not gabby. They are irritated by others loudly praising the Lord, giving them a plague-look. Let’s not refer to them as “dignified Christians,” but “settled-down Christians.” Settled-down Christians are people who take the sitting down approach doing nothing for giving God the praises. Some of them will clap their hands here and there and maybe say, “Amen,” depending on their mood. They are somewhat stoic in watching others praising the Lord. You cannot presume to know what is going through their head, to why they are this way. Some would say what I have heard people say down through the year. “It’s because of their “privileged existent”. Everyone praises the Lord differently. Everyone is not vocal in praises the Lord. Who says you have to be vocal in praises the Lord? You can praise the Lord silently.” They sure don’t be silent when they are cheering on their favorite “football team.” Nevertheless, some would ask the questions, “What’s wrong with the Christians at that church, they sit and do nothing for the Lord? Do they believe in giving God the praises? Do they believe in God?” Good God! This paragraph in putting you at in the threshold of my upcoming three “Trilogy” books, “A Church in the Cambridge: Humbling Thanks.”


My, my, my God! You are in a situation living an illusion, when you have turned the cheek the other way to the “evils of the world,” pretending evil does not exist, living in denial. You better be attentive of the evils in the world, otherwise, it will sneak up on you and cost you your life. Just like that! In the course of a minute your life is turned upside down, when you have allowed sin to take up a great significant, time, in your life, which you have opened the gateway for your home to be in constant disarray, that will have you struggling to control a range of your emotions, wiping away the falling tears and fighting back the tears. Because you are way in over your head to have allowed sin to take up great significant time in your life, now you are feeling the effects on everything caving in and you cannot handle the overwhelming of your household in a constant uproar and to top it off, your once happy trouble-free marriage is now in a rain of domestic violence and infidelity, that has left you in a state of bewilderment, shocked and not coherent because you came “face-to-face” with evil. This revelation has enlightened that it is a mistake to step to the left and to the right, you must stay on God’s straight pathway.


I have a Christian obligation to tell you, it is not good to know nothing about Christ Jesus. It is dangerous to underestimate the “elements of the evils in the world,” living your life without Jesus. When you are up against the evils of the world, most definitely, you want Christ Jesus by your side. The compelling reality is, navigating, throughout the whole world without Christ Jesus is hazardous. Christ Jesus is not your last hope, He is your only hope. Without Christ Jesus, your life is meaningless. Listen up! You have a situation: In your darkest hour, in that split second, it is not guaranteed that those words that you heard over the course of your life will be repeated to you again, which is Jesus is the bread of life. Within that split-second, “Death” is certainty; death is the only certain thing on earth. Within that split second, you will be faced with, to make your decision, Heaven or Hell! You only have a split second to make up your mind. What is there to ponder about in your darkest hours and what is there to hesitate about? There is nothing to mediate about. Well, if I must spell it out, then I shall, in your darkest hour, the important decision to make is Christ Jesus, who is your only hope, because He’s the only one who can save your souls. Now you must decide with your last breath, Heaven or Hell? The cemetery is overflowing with “Satan’s Sufferers.”


A recommendation of God's Word.


2 Peter: 1:16

Romans: 1:25

1 Timothy: 4:7

1 Peter: 5:8

Hebrews: 4:12

Ephesians: 5:1-33

Luke: 10:27

1 Timothy: 1-4

2 Timothy: 3:16

Titus: 1:14


My sermon’s main message. When you are performing God’s will, people’s curious nature will come at you from every angle, dreading up your past, seeking dirt on you to bring you down. But! That’s okay, let them dig; whether some folks want to admit it or not, we all have done some things in our past that we are not pleased about. That was then, this is now, a brand-new day. There is joy in the morning. What you do is keep the faith, stay out the mess, stop complaining and stay on God’s course. Be obedient to God’s Word when He tells you to do His will. Satan will fail you with his enticements and temptations of the world. But! God’s Word will never fail you. Your options are limited, you need to make your decision to serve God or Satan. You need to make up your mind before a precious minute passes by, because it may be your last breath. You cannot choose both, you must choose one. You need to make up your mind are you going to choose Heaven or Hell. It is insane to navigate in this old broken-down world without Christ Jesus. The world changes and it will wither away. The longevity of God’s Word never changes; His Word is everlasting. You do have an option not to swim solo carrying the burdens of life on your own, you can turn your burdens over to Jesus, He is available to carry your burdens for you. To lighten your load, open your heart and invite Jesus in. You need the Lord as your guiding light to navigate in this old world. How can you find your way in this sinful world without Jesus being your pilot, Jesus, your oxygen? The dynamic of life is an array of choices you make in life. You cannot make other’s decisions for them. You cannot talk them into making the right or wrong decision. They have the option in life to choose and make their own decision, to walk with Jesus or not. God does not force Himself on anyone. It’s your choice to invite Christ Jesus into your heart or not.


It is good to have Jesus as the quarterback of your family and not Satan. You must strengthen your faith and stop believing Satan’s lies, that he is good people. That beast will wear you down, looking old and rugged. He will send chills up your spine because he is so heartless and cold. You must strengthen your faith and stop making a straight-line for Satan’s cliffhanger-pathway. Otherwise, something bad is going to happen and you are going to get yourself in a heap of trouble. If you are on Satan’s pathway, you better stop now, and make a detour on God’s pathway before you lose your head, become slumping, fragile and weak, which is far from minor scrapes.


God is God, He does not try to rise and set the “sun,” He does it. He does not try to change the different “seasons,” He does it. He does not try to bring lightness to the “morning star” and darkness to the “nightfall of the moon,” He does it. God is God, He does not need to try and do anything, He just does it. God is a “miracle worker” who can heal the sick, He is a God who can do the impossible.


My warming inspiration to you: God’s door is forever open inviting His children in, with His warmest love. Yes, Lord, it is healthy for you to make God your “top priority “ in life and make everything else secondary to God. When God is the “top priority,” in your life you all ways know what to do when life’s difficulties falls on your pathway, you turn to Jesus. Do not be move by the evils in the world, stay on the pathway of declaring God your “top priority,” and do not surrender to your stance, standing on God’s Word. People look for the negativity in your life. God looks beyond the negativity in your life. Our God is a loving forgiving God. People have no idea what you been through, but God knows, He understands, and He will continuously be there for you. Count it all joy! You can permanently count on God, the Father of all Fathers. Holy Spirit come into this place of worship and reign down Your holy blessings. I adore You, Lord. I give you the highest praises unto Your holy name. “The grace of our Lord was poured out on me abundantly, along with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus.” 1 Timothy 1:14.


His gracious benediction. When life keeps knocking you down to be trampled on, don’t stay down, get back up quickly. Of course, you can get up...if you can look up while down on your back then you can get up. If you can see what’s in front of you, you can put one foot in front of the other and keep moving forward on God’s path. When you leave the Lord house, if the rainstorms comes pouring down on your pathway, keep moving forward towards Jesus, the sun will shine again, on your pathway. Keep in mind that Jesus is your friend who is in the mist of the rainstorms alongside you riding it out. Through all the ups and downs Jesus is your friend. He is there alongside of you. Jesus eases the pain of making life bearable. It’s okay, when you are riding out the rainstorms and your friends and family have stayed away, you can always count on Jesus to be right there alongside you. There is no surpassing love than Jesus, then a far greater friend in Jesus! Hallelujah! Jesus is a friend you can honestly depend on. Jesus will never walk away from you. He is always available for you. Go in peace with infinite love and peace.


“The Rejected Heart of God’s Word” is a compelling book of one person’s insight of why she rejected God, that so many people from different walks of life have in common. This book illustrates what I have witnessed people say, on my writing journey, which is “Keep your beliefs to yourself. No one wants to hear your God talk.” There are many different religions and people with their independent beliefs. I am an individual who believes that getting into heaven hinges on you accepting Christ Jesus into your heart, there are no other avenues. Please do not take my word, pick up the Holy Bible and explore your reading. “When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness but will have light of life.” John 8:12, NIV.

Breaking News Coming


Keep watch for this breaking news...


In passing with the passage of time, while you are waiting for this astonishing breaking news: I leave you with an “encouragement message” before I exit out of here; to get back to this memoir. If you have been working and you are Barely Hanging On, losing hope, don’t you dare give up, and throw in that towel, because this is what God is going to do, “God Threw you Back the Towel”. Continuing, I know “You Don’t Know”, by Zacardi Cortez, that they don't know your story. But! That is okay, take time out to smell the beautiful flowers. You have been breaking tirelessly, just “Put the Breakers On” and relax your season of “My Due Season”, by Kenny Robinson, is on the way, “It’s Gonna Happen”, by Jekalyn Carr, just hold on  a little while longer and keep the faith, because “It’s Gonna Happen” by James Fortune.


Keep the faith: I have been breaking for God with The Inspirational Collections since January 2007, our “royalties” was embezzled from our debut novel The Inspirational Collections of Pastor Jerome Cutler Family Livelihood. Pay me now or pay me later with high interest because either way God said I am going to get paid. That is okay, God said, “They are holding it for us as a loan, generating interest!” Folks! I never threw in the towel on God. God made it happened. It happened and it came to pass. You must never give up on God! Oh no, don’t you dare give up on “God, Hope, and Faith”!


With this “Breaking News” this mother-daughter team is moving on to round up “The Door Buster” gospel extravaganza. Check out our start up just to mention a few of my people!


1. John P. Kee and New Life

2. Yvette Simone

3. Jekalyn Carr

4. Deitrick Haddon

5. Anthony Brown & group therAPy

6. Zacardi Cortez

7. And....


Oooowee! I’m kicking off this “Breaking News “with a “Hallelujah Jesus” praise party! Oh yeah! I’m on my way out of here to get to this “Breaking News” singing “Won’t He Do It” by Yvette Simone.

Jennifer's First Enthralling Memoir,

Jennifer, A Young Hearted Bride: A Memoir-Volume One 

You Are Swimming Around in the Ocean of it Now!

God!  It's me, oh Lord, it's me, Jennifer, who took a "valor" standing in her marriage. I personally invite you to come read my first enthralling memoir, to discover why was it a necessity for me to take a standing in my marriage.


Mark the season for the release of my first enthralling memoir; quoting the coauthor, "The reading of your memoir; quoting the coauthor, "The reading of your memoir, mom, left me mesmerized." There you have it, people, be speedy to picking up a copy, upon availablity in the Amazon online store.


In this enthralling “Matrimony Memoir”, I am vociferous on the topics of “marriage”; speaking from my journey, my wisdom and the gravity of my story.” I was a young-hearted bride transitioning from a teenager to marriage.


Sin and poorly choices causes “friction” in the marriage. When one spouse is living the life of God’s Word and the other is living the life of a “backslider”, it causes unbalanced and turmoil in the marriage”, that leads to “domestic violence”. When there is a lack of communication in the marriage; there is a lack of trust. When there is no communication in the marriage; there is no trust. When you are keen on “rushing” to the altar to take his or her hand in “matrimony” and you are not ready for such a commitment; you have no business at the altar; because you are entering into a “turbulent marriage”. You should not be quick to jump into marriage, if you are not ready to step into the responsibilities that comes with you becoming “the head of the household or the helpmeet”. Marriage is a life altering experience. It is something that you should not step into if you are not “mature” for such a big commitment, but; perhaps more importantly, you should give yourself time to “mature” into your “manhood” and your “womanhood”, getting to know you, and spending “me time, with you”. I tell you the truth, if you are not ready for “marriage” and one spouse is “immature” than the others, by not putting away their “boyhood” or “girlhood” ways, mere weeks or months, after saying, “I Do” peacefulness and quietness is out the window, you will have a “rude awakening”, with the atmosphere of your marriage humming a somber tone. Which leads to one spouse becoming a “suspicious spouse”. Okay, in my memoir, I take you on a “matrimony journey”. Having said that, I invite you to pick up a copy of my first memoir, upon availability, to read all about the entreating and remarkable “Matrimony Topics”.


My final thoughts: When God reveals the truth of the light, your only option is to face the truth that is before you. This is what happened to me on my “spiritual journey”.


My God, oh no, you do not know my story, the thunderstorms. You do not know my journey, the turbulence. God has brought me through many rainy days, hurricanes and trenches. But I kept the faith waiting on God. I continued my journey enduring. In all that; God still kept me. You do not know my story. You cannot imagine my story, in the mist of my storms, the window was so foggy I could not see my way out. In that split second I had decide in that moment when my back was against the wall, am I going to stick with Jesus or throw in the towel. Young-hearted, I chose to stick with Jesus and ride it out. God knows my story because He predestined my life story. Jesus can make sense of my story; because He was there with me as my compass, guiding light, holding me, comforting me, giving me the strength to keep moving forward.


My purpose here is to write The Inspirational Collections of composed books and “My Memoirs” because of God, because I never lost my faith in God, because I never threw in the towel on God, because God made a way for me out of no way.


Before I could reach this place where God has delivered me to where I am today, God took me through a lengthy process, I am still journeying through the process. Nothing happens on our time the way we want it. Everything happens on God’s time according to His plan, His unchanging hand. I invite you to come read my upcoming first memoir, to discover how and why my “spiritual journey “ began. I invite you to come read why my “spiritual journey,” was a necessity. Moreover, I invite you to come read how God “gifted” me, with my debut novel, “Pastor Jerome Cutler: Family Livelihood.” Come read how God gifted me with The Inspirational Collections composed fictional books.

I have been on this young-hearted journey, with Jesus, since eighth grade. Turning back is not an option. Moving forward is my only option.


Sweet Jesus, I see miracles happening to The Inspirational Collections. Wonderous Jesus, I see your plan laid out for The Inspirational Collections happening before my eyes. I am holding on, Lord...I believe!


My warmest inspiration to you: The Lord is sweet as honey who brings His children joy; giving them a new home. Do not go rounds with God because you are bitter about your past. Let it all go, let go of your past and embrace a change, a new path, a new life. God can make this happen, if you just trust in Him, His holy name. Satan, “The devil of all devils” is a deceptive character, with a misleading motive. God will come to your rescue, see about you and make everything all right. Satan wants you to believe that everything is not going to be all right. Everything is going to be all right. God is going to bring you out of the storm, with His amazing grace and mercy. Long as you have Jesus, everything is going to be all right. Long as you are breathing and moving forward on God’s path everything is going to be all right. Do not let Satan decide your lot in life. Just make the call to God, He is all you need, for reinforcement, that everything is going to be all right. Without a doubt, God will soothe out the bumps in your life making everything all right. I know this to be true, wholeheartedly, because He did it for me over and over, and again and again, “hallelujah Jesus.”


Shareka, The First Reader

of The Inspirational Collections of

Jennifer, A Young Hearted Bride: A Memoir-Volume One, is compelled

to share with all readers, my initial, reaction.


After having a lovely breakfast with my mother, on a rainy, Saturday morning, I decided to be the first reader of my mother's latest memoir: The Inspirational Collections of Jennifer, A Young Hearted Bride: A Memoir-Volume One.

Enthusiastically, I dived into the beginning, overjoyed with smiles, because of the unexpected surprise: a down-home memoir reading, that graciously explains, why, to never deprive one's self, from discovering life, even if one, chooses to be defiant, to wisdom and the evident truth of God.


With all the catchy, newly innovation, of God's traditional phrases, such as cruising through and to season you, I fell in a daze, of forgetting about the daily routine of the life cycle: domestic duties, homework, tutoring etc. and I immersed myself in the teachings of learning how to differentiate the meaning of love at first sight, and the reality of a wholesome, fruitful marriage, that produces the gifts of children, love, celebrations, and having fun family events.


I followed my mother's memoir, story-trail, intuitively, and what stayed with me the most, well, it is no surprise to my natural  wanting to know all the details, is a question to my morale: Am I never too busy to take a moment and acknowledge what is more important then I? My mother, softened my inner thoughts, regardless of the day of the week, to remind my spirit, God is always present, and to remember, to silently ask yourself, "Did you remember to be humbled, despite, the personal battles, we all endure daily?"


With all upliftment, I congratulate, my mother, on her biggest achievement, thus far: A memoir, that is for everyone, to start the healing of broken relationships, because forgiveness and restoration, will always triumph over being tenacious of not loving and being unforgiving.

A Tailored Sermon for "Jennifer, A Young Hearted Bride: A Memoir-Volume One"

"When your Back is Against the Wall"

February 7, 2020


Dearest Almighty God, I am in the doorway of “Jennifer, A Young Hearted Bride: A Memoir- Volume One. With my whole heart I love You, Jesus. There is no God greater than God the healer. Almighty God is above all, the creator of all things, who is more powerful then all. There is no higher God then God. He is a loving God who love never fails His children. God, you are my everything, my guiding light. Unfulfilled my life is without God. Without You, Lord, I would have drowned in the sea of my storms. But You! You Lord, You threw me a lifeline and saved me.


Count it all joy! I am true to You, Lord for the rest of my days. Lord, my soul is Yours to keep. I am in too deep with You to turn back now. I shall not give up, my only option, is to keep on believing and standing on Your Word. It would be easier to turn back, but I refused to throw in the towel; I must keep navigating forward, with The Inspirational Collections, for Your purpose. Oh Lord, You are my joy who carried me over. I said, Oh yeah! My soul becomes happy when I think about the greatness of the Lord. I have always been available for You to use me as a catalyst for your wonderful glory, since I was young-hearted. Yes! Lord, I am here in the threshold of “Jennifer, A Young-hearted Bride: A Memoir-Volume One.


Lord endow me, I never could have progressed this far without You. Lord, You have kept me on solid ground and solid footing, always. Today is a brand-new day, a brand-new me. When my back was against the wall, I put my war clothes on and I fought the beast back; as the old testament and the old school would say, “Face the Dragon.” I will never surrender to Satan, the devil, he is the biggest contender to all faithful Christians.


Sweet Jesus, my lily in the valley. You just don’t know my testimony! God stepped into my life and gave me deliverance, which will always be my remembrance of The Book of Exodus. He made a way for me out of no way. When I look back on my life, this is where God has brought me currently, standing on His Word with The Inspirational Collections, doing His will, that He, Himself laid out for the calling on my life.


“When your Back is Against the Wall,” you are gracious to God for life. You turn to Jesus and do not give up, you hold onto God’s Word, that is what you do. God is the truth-seeker who always prevail the truth of His Word because God will forever reign sovereignty. Trust God, He will work it out victoriously. When all others have failed, God will never fail you. You must keep moving forward standing on His Word. Who can succeed against you when God is for you?


“When your Back is Against the Wall,” with family rivalries, you do not stop praising God, you give Him the highest praises. While you are praising Him, He is in motion rectifying the family rivalry matter. God has spoken over your life; you and your family will prosper through your family rivalries. Whatever you do, do not surrender to Satan’s defeat. Otherwise, it will open the gateway for Satan to tempt his evil on you. No way! Do not let Satan steal your joy and peace. Trust in God, change is going to take place.


“When your Back is Against the Wall,” in the corridors of the hospital, in that hospital bed, you give God the praises for bringing you through another day’s journey. You keep the faith, God will heal you, He has not forsaken you this far. God is a miracle worker who can heal the ill. He is a God who can do the impossible.


“When your Back is Against the Wall,” you are gracious to God for waking you up this morning, you are gracious to God for being so plentiful to you, and you continue to praise and worshipping Him. He will come to your rescue and take care of whatever you need. He will heal your aching body, He will fix what in broken in you, He will mend all the broken pieces in your life, sewing them up tightly, giving you a new beginning.


“When your Back is Against the Wall,” in the midst of your storm, you are gracious to God for rescuing you, bringing you out that awful-lingering storm stronger than ever. You remain faithful to God, holding onto your faith and He will keep you in the mist of your storm. Trust in God, He will not put no more on you than you can bear, despite how your biggest contender may tempt you, stating life is unbearable. He will not let you fall too deep. He will step-in right-on time and cover you. God is going to let you go through some stuff to make you stronger and wiser. God has the power to bring you out of the storm. God will let you stay in the storm longer, for you to receive the purpose of the lesson, giving you understanding. He knows just when to pull you out the storm. God is there with you in the storm. In the midst of your storm God will gently wipe away your tears from the pain. What you do is keep on moving strongly and determined in your faith. God will clear the storm for the sun to move in and shine, after the clearing of the clouds. When that old storm is over, God’s bright light will shine on your life again.


“When your Back is Against the Wall,” in your marriage, you are gracious to God for keeping you this far, because it could have been far worse, which still, would not have been any comparison to Jesus on that “old rugged cross,” on Calvary. Yes, it’s okay, to shed those tears that you have been holding back and suppressing. Release those tears, get it out your system, then when you are fresh out of tears, you dust it off, put on your war clothes and get-to-stepping forward. Do not allow yourself to stay in that waddling place too long. Otherwise, Satan will torment you, robbing you of your joy and peace, and he will celebrate that he has won, by putting you in that waddling place. Do not give Satan the satisfaction of stealing time from you, by staying off the grid, going into isolation bawling your eyes out day and night. Do not surrender to Satan by throwing in the towel on God. What you do is turn to Jesus, He is a wonderful counselor who will bring you through anything. He will bring you through again and again, over and over. In Jesus’ name, He will restore, restoration what is broken in you, in your marriage, home and your spirit. He will rescue you as many times as needed, shifting the atmosphere, giving you solace, and afterward, you will feel a glorious wave of relief.


“When your Back is Against the Wall,” there is nothing for you to do but turn to Jesus, you need Jesus in the wilderness, you need to get on your bended knee and call on Jesus. If you call on the Lord, He will answer your prayer, right on time. If you call on the Lord, He will not leave your side. Go ahead and call Him. No matter how good you are, you need Jesus. No matter how hard you have tried to do the right thing, you need Jesus. No matter how good things are going for you, you need Jesus, the same way an infant needs their mother. The situation is: No matter who you are, you need Jesus. No matter who you are, you will never be greater than Jesus. No matter who you are, you are nothing without Jesus. No matter who you are, your life is meaningless without Jesus. No matter who you are, your hard work means nothing without Jesus. If you think Satan is going to thank you for all your hardworking efforts that you have done for him, think again because that’s not going to happen, that’s never going to happen.


My sermon’s main message. None of God’s children are perfect angels, that’s for sure! Do not let your sins settle, getting comfortable in your daily life, piling up, repent and hold onto your faith in the Lord, that He will take care of you. Do not conform, conformity to playing along with Satan’s game, getting with the program, to blend and join forces with the “beast” in secrecy, as if God is not watching; as if there are not consequences for your actions. At the end of the day all the yapping-noises does not matter, Jesus matters.


I tell you the truth, if you never had your back against the wall, keep living and you will. None of us are exempt from life’s trials and tribulations. When life gets too tough and you feel like throwing in the towel on God, sometimes you must have a strong backbone, gator-skin to solely stand on His Word, and your faith. Do not throw in the towel on God because you have self-pity for a lot of suffering that has happened in your life. On this journey, we will continue going through life’s trials and tribulations, with our backs against the wall, with many disappointments. But that’s okay, because God is all around us keeping His children, in control of all His children lives. There is no need to complain in the mist of your trials and tribulations, because our God who is like no other reigns over His children bringing them out just fine. There is no need to complain to God when you are not thriving, be gracious to God for you surviving. When your back is against the wall, you must still return your love by giving God the honor and the praises and being gracious to Him for your overflow of blessings. “When your Back is Against the Wall,” be gracious to God for being in your corner. God’s in your corner to navigate you through those challenging and hard; difficult days, just call Him, without doubt.


God will never forsake you. Do not let your valley pile up, get on your bended knee and call Him. God will cradle you and make you feel protected. Oh yes, God will always be there for His children, never, leaving them.


God’s sweet benediction. When you don’t know how you are going to make it through the day, you are not walking alone, God is there to bring you through each day. Our God, the higher caller will keep you in your daily life. You are never walking alone, God is always with you, keeping you, watching over you and making a way for you through the fire, a fire that only God can bring you through. Be safe on your journey.


My testimony is that through my struggles I did not give up on God, instead, I held onto faith and I never let go. In the middle of all the noise I continued praising His holy name, worshipping Him, remaining faithful. I owe it all to God for bringing me out the wilderness all right. I give God the honor who is the head of my life.


Jennifer

The Flirtatious Bus Driver   

A Brief Showing into the Gripping-Plot

I deemed to sneak peek you, into, “The Flirtatious Bus Driver, by saying, the harrowing tale is, Shawnee, did not play by God’s rules. Her misgiving acts, are far from kosher, and that is putting it mildly. For now, let’s just say she is not, the most savory character, who you want to encounter, in the dark prairie night. She is a generated, attention character, who is far from a pillar, of the community.


Peeping through the window at Shawnee, this is what you see. Shawnee’s misgiving acts are not foreign to to her. She is aggressive, in her powerful blow of words, and behavior in pursuing, what she wants, and she does not care who she steps on, to attain it. One of her misgiving acts, led to the neighbors, scattered, in the streets, trying to figure out, what was going on.


Shawnee is an undisciplined blabber mouth, who actually follows through, on what she says. And she is a reminder, that evil lives among us.


Late-night laughter was out the window. When First Lady Kimmie’s vital discovery, of Shawnee, sneaking around, her front door, which caused her far more than agony, than one can imagine.


When Shawnee, snow-balled, out of control, with her misgiving act, towards First Lady Kimmie, it was more, than a pit she felt in her stomach, it was a life-change experience.


Upon the release of “The Flirtatious Bus Driver”, it would be a mistake, to deprive yourself, from picking up a copy. For sure, this book, is an emotional, rollercoaster ride with a cranked up, gripping action-drama plot. It is more than likely, that this book will leave you with a whetted appetite, to read the next book, from The Inspirational Collections, which is “Jennifer, A Young Hearted Bride: A Memoir-Volume One.”


Swoosh! This enthralled, marvelous storyline of “The Flirtatious Bus Driver” is a firestorm and a fast-moving, cliffhanger page-turner.


What my first reader, seasoned professional, expressed about “The Flirtatious Bus Driver”. “I have assessed The Flirtatious Bus Driver, and found it to be a lovely work of Christian fiction. You keep the stakes tremendously high while knowing when to be lighthearted. The dialogue remains realistic throughout, which is great for developing a believable story for readers to follow and become engrossed in.”


This Book Pricing:


Paperback: $13.00

Kindle (ebook): $7.00


A Tailored Sermon for "The Flirtatious Bus Driver"

"Went Down the Wrong Path and Had a Train Wreck"

Feburary 27, 2020


God is the everlasting truth of the light not the darkness. On God’s course there is joy, peace, happiness, and fulfillment in your daily walk of life. Christ Jesus is your breath of life. There is no brighter light in the world then Christ Jesus who is the light of the world. “When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” John 8:12, NIV.


Christ Jesus, the blood of the Lamb, on Calvary, did it for all mankind. Everyone put your hands together and praise the Lord. Give Him the praises, praying for the world, the helpless, the lonely, the homeless, the sick and for His innocent children who are dying daily by “senseless acts” of violence. Your troubles may easily beset you, but! God is forever with you to lean on Him, getting you through it, carrying you through it and helping you work through it. And when He does, give Him all your praises and all your acknowledgements. When troubled times come, do not switch nor denounce from God’s path, instead pray, pray a soft prayer to the Lord. There is no need to fall off nor detour from God’s path and have a train wreck, He will transform your troubles, working them out for you, to transport you through that dark tunnel where you see no way out. “God is deliverance, the Lord is your helper!” Count it all joy!


Christ Jesus the ultimate sacrifice, for all mankind. Just let go; crying out to the Lord. I know it is hard when you are in the midst of a train wreck, but you must be tenacious and strong. Just hold on, you will make it out, Jesus loves you. Do not be upset, hard on yourself, condemn yourself and give up on yourself just because you “Went Down the Wrong Path and Had a Train Wreck.” How long is it going to take you, to forgive yourself? None of us are perfect. Please do shoot me an email, if you happen to find the existence of a “perfect person or persons.” Please put away and shovel away the pity parties, feeling sorrowful for yourself. Pick up the pieces and move on, dressed in new wine. Please put away wasting time and having too much idle time; dwelling on your train wreck, it’s not going to change what happened. The past has happened, the past has occurred. What happened has happened and there is nothing you can do to undo what has happened. How long is it going to take you to find peaceful closure with Christ Jesus? It is healthy for you to move on, instead of waddling in pity with a long face. Didn’t God pardon the red sea? There is no magic formula nor there is no magic pill that can change what has happened. “This is what the Lord says-he who made a way through the sea, a path through the mighty waters, who drew out the chariots and horses, the army and reinforcements together, and they lay there, never to rise again, extinguished, snuffed out like wick: Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. Isaiah 43:16-18, NIV.


God, it was Your mighty hand and Your strong hand; that delivered me. My foot did not stumble. Yes, Lord, when my back was against the wall, I held onto Your Word, steadfastly. Do not condemn yourself and give up on yourself just because you “Went Down the Wrong Path and Had a Train Wreck,” had a baby out of wedlock, went to jail, got caught shoplifting, stepped outside your marriage, committed criminal acts, lost your temper in a domestic disturbance, dropped out of college to hang with the wrong crowd, doing drugs. Of course, a train wreck is not flattering! Put away wasting your life away lingering about what has happened in the past. Yesterday is gone! Yesterday is never coming back! Just let yesterday go and move on with your life. Yesterday was then, today is a brand-new day to start your life over again. Now, go on and put your train wreck behind you. How long are you going to mope over you “Went Down the Wrong Path and Had a Train Wreck,” letting Satan steal precious time from you? Forgive yourself, self-forgiveness from yourself; how much longer are you going to let Satan keep stealing time from you, over something from the past, that has happened already, that you cannot change and cannot undo. God has forgiven you. It is time for you to let it go and forgive you. It is time for you to forgive you for your mistakes. Your past does not matter, what you did in your dark past does not matter, it is time to stop being hard on yourself. Put an end to carrying around those heavy burdens, give it all to the Lord and move on doing the good works of the Lord.


Undoubtedly, when you free willingly accept Satan’s invitation to snoop around in your past, you are drawing near him. You better be careful snooping around in the past, because Satan is not conducive to small talk, he will run his mouth like a running faucet, sounding charming, spinning the story any which way, telling you what you want to hear to entice you, luring you deep in the past, to join his dark army. And once you fall for the beast’s story, you will find yourself slipped back in the past, hanging with people, that are on different paths then you. You better run! You better run, instead of standing there contemplating whether or not you should ride with Satan. Once you ride with Satan, forget the seatbelt, it’s not going to help you and you cannot take back the harrowing experience. I tell you the merciful truth! When Satan opens that door and say to you, “Get in and lets you and me take a drive,” you need to make a detour from him and run as fast as you can. Because once you step foot in that car with Satan, he is not going to take the backseat, he is going to drive the wheel in your life, running you in the ground and squeezing your last breath out of you, if you wait too late to jump aboard Jesus’ bandwagon.


All aboard! Please don’t aboard that train. A train wreck makes a grand appearance rifling through your life, with brewing storms that has gloomy and daunting conditions, with a miserable atmosphere, that will push you to the breaking point of you being on the verge of giving up on faith, your life and God. Certainly it will have you moping around bitter, angry, resentful, grudge-holding and mad. Forbid yourself to give up, put your trust in God, believing that He will step in right on-time and save you, pulling you through with His warmest love, amazing grace, and mercy. Just when you think it is over, you can’t take it anymore, you want to give up, God will step in and deliver you. Yes, God will work out that train wreck for you. We all serve an amazing, wonderous God! Hallelujah! When God step in opening doors and working it out for you, giving you a new walk, a new way of speaking, lift your hand giving Him all the praises, honor, and the glory. Praise Him graciously and cheerfully; for delivering you, because He didn’t have to!


You must get off the train wreck path quickly, do not stay on that wicked, self-destructive path too long, nothing good happens on that path. “Do not set foot on the path of the wicked or walk in the way of evil men.” Proverbs 4:14, NIV. God of mercy, your train wreck brought about the experiences of what Christ Jesus had on Calvary, shame, embarrassment, degradation, humiliation and mortification. If you don’t know where to start to turn your life around and you need directions in transitioning off the train wreck path, Jesus can turn your life around, direct your path in which way you should go and He can guide you on the right path, all you need to do is open your heart and invite Him in. “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.” Proverbs 3:5-6, NIV. Jesus is your future, Jesus kept you while you were in the train wreck and you didn’t even know it. Jesus is all you need who can give you a new life, to start a new chapter of your life. With Christ Jesus, you never have to walk alone again. He will not leave you, He will stay by your side, and He will wrap you in His loving arms and protect you from losing your mind. Christ Jesus is a mighty good comforter! Go ahead and put the train wreck behind you, you are deserving of God’s grace and mercy.

Step-up to the plate, putting your train wreck behind you, by forbidding yourself to give up on God because you “Went Down the Wrong Path and Had a Train Wreck,” God is navigating to deliver you out the wreckage of your train wreck in one piece. God will deliver you from your train wreck the same way He delivered the Israelites from the bondage of being slaves. Exodus 3:10, NIV, reads, “ So now, go. I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt.” Do not give up on God, He will pave the way for you out of the train wreck, breaking the chains and setting you free.


Disallow your miserable old train wreck to defeat you by resting on your shoulders, you must maintain your unwillingness to accept defeat by turning it over to Jesus. Disallow yourself to surrender to defeat, by glopping over you “Went Down the Wrong Path and Had a Train Wreck.” You must believe in yourself that you can turn your train wreck around, and you will make it out just fine! I know you don’t understand, and you cannot see it now, but! Trust in God, He will give you understanding. You just got to keep on leaning on His Word. Trust in God, with “His Devine Purpose.”


Navigating in this old world, filled with evils and sins, you must stay on God’s strait gate, the narrow path not the wide gate that leads to wide destruction, prayed up and geared up with your war clothes on. There is one thing that is guaranteed in life besides death is that none us are shielded from the evils and the sins, that shadows the world day-and-night. Navigating independently in this old world without Christ Jesus, you are on a hazardous path. When you are navigating on a hazardous path you need Jesus to illuminate the evils on your path. If you acknowledge the Lord in all your ways from every angle of your life, giving Him the honor and the highest praises, He will make your crooked path straight. “Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it.” Matthew 7:13


A recommendation of helpful scriptures.


1 Corinthians 10:13

1 Corinthians 15:33

1 John 1:9

Psalm 119:105

James 4:7

Hebrews 4:7

Ephesians 4:1-32

Romans 12:1-2

Proverbs 3:5-6

Psalm 37:23-24

Psalm 25:10

Proverbs 14:18

Proverbs 28:10-20


My sermon’s main message. A perfect life does not exist. A perfect person does not exist. A perfect “Christian” does not exist. A perfect “Saint” does not exist. On this journey of our we make mistakes. We must learn from those mistakes, forgive ourselves, move on and restart our lives on a new right path, with Jesus.


My heartwarming inspiration to you: With God all things are possible. Never shortchange yourself by lacking in your faith, being indecisive and not sure of yourself. Have faith in yourself, be assertive and confident in yourself, be strong in your faith without fear. There is nothing to fear, God is your protector. Put a stoppage to allowing people to plant the seed in your heart, mind and soul that you need them, and can’t nobody do for you what they can do for you. You only need Jesus. Without Jesus all others fail. Jesus will never fail you. Nobody will never do for you what Jesus can do for you. Wholeheartedly, I understand your pain that you are on the verge of throwing in the towel, because you feel like you have waited, waited and waited for God to answer your prayer, you have prayed, prayed and prayed to God, to come fix it, work it out, shift the atmosphere and it has not happened nor occurred. God will never forsake thee. God is patient. We are on God’s faithful grandfather’s clock. He knows how long you have waited, and He knows how long you have been praying. God knows your deepest, innermost thoughts and feelings. There is nothing wrong with expressing your thoughts and feelings, long as you are within God’s guidelines. God is forever in control, He will answer your prayers, but not when you want Him to. God will answer your prayers right on time, that is all in the “master’s plan.” You must hold on to your faith, not shift from God’s course, with the hopeless outlook that you will be better off in the world, independently, without God’s grace and mercy. That is a hopeless path that you do not want to shift on. If you do, that will be the most regrettable decision of your life. “He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restored my soul. “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11


His faithful benediction. Keep the faith, navigating in this fallen world. When you have nowhere else to turn, turn to Christ Jesus, He will mend the broken pieces back together. If you are navigating in this world broken, stuck in the past because you had a train wreck, call on Christ Jesus, He will come and take care of you. If you are navigating in this world with an unforgiving heart, call on Christ Jesus, He will show you the way to forgiveness. If you are navigating in this world standing at a crossroad in your life, call on Christ Jesus , He will straighten out your life. If you are navigating in this world, with your back against the wall, call on Christ Jesus, He will deliver you and put peace in your heart. Fix it Jesus! Sometimes if you find yourself crying, because life has become overwhelming, you can count on Christ Jesus to come and see about you. Christ Jesus can fix your broken heart and diffuse your mind. Yes! Fix it Jesus ! Christ Jesus has you in the palm of His hand, He will make it all good. I hope Jesus is all right with you, leaving back into the world, because Jesus is all right with me.


“The Flirtatious Bus Driver” is a strong book, with a twisted plot that I surprised myself to have written. God keeps blessing me with many surprises. God knew the writing of this type of book is “my cup of tea,” because it has that Investigation Discovery going on. I had a hearty of a time writing this sensitivity book, with issues that perhaps you have experienced in your own life. When marriage is in the mixed it is always a sensitive matter. Throughout the reading of this book, are compelling messages. First Lady Kimmie’s marriage was in a mighty storm, that claimed her a victim twice, almost losing her life the second time around. Needless to say, this storm occurred and claimed First Lady Kimmie as a victim because of the choices her “charismatic-studded” husband, Pastor Kishone made. First Lady Kimmie took to heart what had happened, which turned their lives upside-down. What happened became overwhelming for her until she almost lost her mind, she was not well, she became mental. God step-in right-on time giving her the strength to face that storm head on, without batting an eye.


First Lady Kimmie’s father, Pastor Dawson has a strong devotion to his family. When he discovered what transpired in his daughter’s marriage, that almost sent her over the edge, well, let’s just say Pastor Kishone found himself in an “old-school” down home situation on the floor, looking up at Pastor Dawson, who I assure you was not smiling.


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Summation of The Inspirational Collections

The Inspirational Collections of books are a scenic portrait of living, written from a creatively, fictional storyline, which are fictional spin off books from my life story, that each reader can visualize, the transparency of discovering the truth about the Word of God.


The Inspirational Collections of books, dives into the tensed issues of living that involves a vivid picture that differentiates the various paths of this life’s journey. There are many different paths in life, that we encounter on our journey. God’s path never shifts, it is always the same course. God’s Word never changes. God’s Word is everlasting.


The originality, creativity, and uniqueness of The Inspirational Collections of books set them apart from other inspirational works. Every story has a new flavorful and unusual trend. In addition, the church storytelling atmospheres within the books are appealing to read. The entire collection of The Inspirational Collections of books are incredibly inspiring.


The Inspirational Collections of books, journey through, as well as, explore, the many highlighted issues, that we all endure on our journey. Just to mention a few:

  • Disagreements and Resolutions
  • Loyalty and Faithfulness
  • Commitment to Marital Vows
  • Daily Living Difficult Challenges

There is light in the world of goodness, which comes with the joyous smiles, which cherishes the love of living everyday relationships with everyone, even nature within itself, from the beautiful chiming birds to the attentive noise of the world.


The Inspirational Collections of books will be long lived, and stay with you long, after you have read them.

Jennifer